Butter...May you rest in peace

I lost my cat today.......

Butter has been with us for the past one year.N this morning i heard the most tragic news that i tot someday will come (not this soon though)...Butter has left us for good.

I was looking for him yesterday night whn i came back from work.i shake his foods (so that it will make sound) as usual in order to get his attention to come in...but he was not responding to it.So i slept as usual since he likes to go out meronda at nite. This morning i came out looking for him again before i go to work. Asked my bibik if she has already feed him this morning (i always ask ppl in the house whether butter has eaten or not...).Unfortunately, bibik told me that butter was hit by a car yesterday's afternoon and the neighbour's maid saw it..

wht am i suppose to do than cry.....cried for like half n hour.i've tot that this will happen to me someday...but not today..i was hoping for 5 years to come.i really miss him.butter is my first cat ever.he is such an adorable n good cat.i guess i will never have another cat in my life or else i will cry like hell again.

Butter, i hoped u will find a happy place there.Wherever you are.With lots of foods,n toys to play with. I love you!!!

im too depressed my words sucks.tunggang terbalik..

Oh my....

I want the esprit jacket but it turns out dah takder kat kedai!waa.......sedihnyer. Last time i saw the jacket at esprit whn i went to midval with chak.dat was like when eh? tak ingat la.but dat time mmg takder duit.so mcm a bit hesitate nk beli. But now, i really want it!!!since my fren said its gonna be a bit cold in aussie nanti..waa...sediH!kalo tak dah boleh bergaya kat sana.huhuhu..apelah nasib ku ini..

Another money sucking day in KL!!

Today is Monday.So i guess u know how KL ppl feels about monday!

I can barely woke up this morning. i opened my eyes n its already 7.45am!(very bad of me, i know).Straight away msg kemarek. Tak laratnyer aku nk gi keje today!!so i slept for a little while n wake up lambat lagi!huhuhu..n yes, i only arrive in the office around 10am...(mcm ofis bapak aku kan?hahaha). no motivation to go to work. Gaji skit, work sux (sometimes too sucky!).But mum keep telling me to think positive and smile to ppl!selawat byk2 la...bla bla bla...ok, mum thank u n i love u....fuuhhh...

And bila sampai ofis pagi ni, parking fees has been raised up from RM5 to RM7 per entry!gilo apo!!!damn la!KL is becoming more money sucking city!tlgla jgn jadi mcm spore or tokyo yet. The companies are still paying us a very low wage!!adoi, ntahla..ape nak jadi. kalau nk dapat parking free kene bgn like 6am!n excuse me, im so not the morning person....sbbnyer aku balik keje pun lambat.kalau balik awal, jam yg tak hengat punyer!so what's the point of going to the office early n left late??haih,manyak susah la KL ini...

ok, back to work. tonnes to do still....

Snappy Snap Snap!!

This weekend is full of activity (thank god after dat "life sucking friday loneliness"!).

Saturday - Slept till 10 sumthg(this is wht i call weekend).Woke up with full of energy coz im going to Pavillion and doing our once in a blue moon shopaholic activity with my darling kemarek. Tried to search for kemar's Radley bag.But as i would have guessed, tak ada kat m'sia la darling.maybe pig skin lining sbb tu tak masuk kat malaysia??huhuhu...anyways, then off we go to low yat pulak to buy our long (not dat long pun sbnrnyer..hehe) talked about camera.Dgn blur2nya, kami dua org wanita cantik (hahaha) pegi survey2 kedai camera kat sana. But tak singgah byk kedai pun. we stopped at this one shop and did not go anywhere else. Well, basically its because the salesperson is very helpful.the amois and apeks was kinda good la..So, i end up buying this camera after long interogation with the sales person (panasonic Lumix FS25).Chak,we can snappy snap snap all the way im tepeng nanti!

Kemarek got this one - Gold colour.I am so tempted to buy this one too but the specs is a bit lesser than panasonic. The salesperson recommended to buy panasonic camera if im looking for a better quality picture.So i kinda took his advice. But canon design is soooo pretty!!Takperlah, kemarek nanti tukar2 (bak kata pecol..hehehe)

Sunday - have to wake up a bit early. that is 8 sumthg (this is considered early for me ok!)went to seremban to see my lil bro. Then petang went to ikea with mum to eat meatball!yum yum!now, dah tak rasa nk makan meatball for one month!hahah..but who knows...

Tomorrow is MONDAY again!!aarrggghh..malas giler nk pegi keje.kejap nyer weekend! rasa nk mandi jer skarang sbb mcm dah gatal rambut. but its almost 12am n tgh hujan.dah byk kali mandi malam ni.kang tak pasal2 kene pneumonia...huhu..esok je la kot mandi:P

Friday nite loneliness...

Can i like cry at myself? Am i dat pathetic?Is it me or i really have no friends??...Aaahh...this sucks!its friday nite and here i am alone in the office (well,ada a few ppl lagi la..).How boring and pathetic my life is!!Tried calling a few ppl and they all are busy. Kemarek, i know you have your steamboat dinner and yes, you are married so cannot hangout much. Chak,ko plak jauh nun di sana...

Mcm mana i want to hook up with someone ni?Friday nite pun stuck alone.Bosan!!bosan!!i really envy those ppl who like have their friends to hang around all the time. Aaaa...nk jerit boleh??rasa mcm apa jer..nk envy kat org yg tak tentu pasal...ggrrr..

wtf am i scribbling ni??....-_-

Red Eye...

Not feeling well tonite.Heads thinking about the tonnes of work i have but suddenly i got a red eye!!dunno la allergy or what.suddenly my eyes are so itchy and later it becomes red!

Nk tido,but its still early.lagipun tadi dah baring2 n had a short nap.haih,susahnyer..
aaa..sudah sakit mata..tak boleh tulis byk2. BYe!

How to save a life

Peringatan:Tajuk tak ada kena mengena dgn kandungan blog.

Hello blog.Seems like forever i never update you. Not dat i care though.hahaha..Im just thinking of the songs from The fray.Dats how i get my title for this one. The melody n lyrics really suits my mood now. My current favourite songs are from the fray. maybe Mike giraud from AI got me influenced coz he sand a song from the fray last week.

Its 11.27pm and im supposed to do my office work.Yet,im blogging!huhuh....10 mins ago,my mood changed because of this someone.Well, to be specific its my ex.one minute he makes me happy.and the other minute, makes me feeling upside down.Its a very complicated life im having. So nevermind that. Im just hoping someone will come along the way and whisk me away from this misery..Hoping dat i wont die alone.That would be a very tragic life.Single and handsome guys out there, please come n save me!!:p

Aiseh, wht else to write?oklah, thats all for now....(got lots to say but so lazy to write)....

Why oh why...

Shit!Why am i thinking about "him" today?constantly...Sometimes i wish would run into somethg n lost my memory.At least dat part of my memory...i guess this is all part of rough time of your life dat you have to go through...

Stop The War!!

Ok,lets get started before i loose my mood and forget what to write (since im doing 2in1 work.Death note is playing on TV now!)

SAVE GAZA,SAVE PALESTINE,STOP THE WAR!
There's this one day after christmas when i watched the news on telly and the headline was "war has started in Palestine" or somethg like that.After that day,i've been following the news closely.Never has i been so interested in news like this.I know that war over there has been going on for centuries.But if felt different this time.I even cried badly when i watched the news.....

If you have been watching the news,you can see how cruel those israelis are.Bombings everywhere!Bloodly people everywhere!Dead people everywhere!!God knows how bad is the situation over there.Israeli's are the worst type of mankind ever!Are they not human?Don't they have feeling of merciness?I don't know.I prayed that God will save those innocent people and may they rest in peace.

Now,what we (malaysians at least) can do to help Palestinians:-
1. Give away your most generous donations to any organization that is running this charity campaign. If you still dont know where to donate, you may donate it to NSTP Fund for Gaza.Maybank Acc.No: 514105-320501.C'mon ppl, its just a click away!

2. Well for the time being,i stop drinking at Starbucks. I dont really know how true is the fact when they mentioned that Starbucks is one of Israel's biggest fund.There were few e-mails circling around about this issue though.So,let me just not drink there for a while lah.
Besides, our local Kopitiam is blooming everywhere!And i have to say that some of them is pretty good.There this one Kopitiam near my house which serves Greentea ice-blended with the exact same taste as Starbucks.Not to mention,its half price from Starbucks!Doesn't that sound good to you?In a way,we are helping local people expand their business.And maybe someday,we can go international!My fren who studies in Tasmania,Australia was saying that they had to close down Starbucks there because of poor business!Why u may ask?Because local people there loves local coffee shops more.

There you go people,lets just show how much we love our local kopitiam and in a way, we are saving Palestinians!

Lets pray that Allah will protect us all and Palestinias as well from that ruthless,merciless,and inhuman act of the zionist!Amin....

Money sucking day!

Today is seriously full of crap!!My fon rosak and i had to go out to Midvalley during lunch to repair it...Ok,at first the guy told me its RM50 because of the mic problem.Later on,it was this damn ribbon thing and it cost me RM80!wht the craapp!!i was telling him to reduce it to RM 70.Which he agreed without much deliberation.Damn again!i should have bargain it much lower since he couldnt care much...i bet dat ribbon is only like 10bucks and they suck the rest of the profit from poor ppl like me!*double damn*!

And another worst part is, i have to pay again for my office parking which in total is RM10 for today's parking!Life in KL is getting really hard!wanted to get the free parking for staffs but unfortunately the quota is always full!Mmgla full if two building sharing the same car park!stupid building management!

Looks like my sentence today is full with exclaimation marks.hahaha...whtever la....i'm feeling the recession heat already.Its always not enough every month*sigh*.wonder how can i earn more.U guys have any idea how??

-adios-
7.01.2009 2.19pm

Happy New Year 2009!!

Hello hello!Happy new year 2009 everyone.Didn't go out and celebrate yesterday.All the craziness and traffice jam??i'll pass!!Today is 1st Jan 09 and im just hanging around in the house.Nothing much to do.And oh yes, i manage to do no.1 thing in my 2009 list which is exercise!haha..yes, you heard it right ppl!Here's how it was...

Woke up around 7.30 this morning (all by myself ok) and then just to make sure i really woke up,chak gave me a wakeup call.Which i mmg dah bangun ok chak!;) Arnd 8.30am,chak arrived at my house after a long explaination of directions on how to get to my house.haha..oklah,first time chak drive alone to my house.Then off we go to KLCC park for a jog!Arrived around 9am.First round-walking only.To get the adrenaline pumping in..Second round-jog+walk!penat woo...I know it's only 2 rounds, but it's a BIG round!!huhu...U know what,its not dat bad coz i dont get all dizzy n tired so easily.That means i have improved.Sbb the last time i jog was on last Friday and it was really tiring.So now i have to constantly exercise to keep the stamina in. Which is exactly my target!

Later after that, we went to Pelita near KLCC to have our breakfast.Had "tose rawa" after feeling dissapointed when the macha told me no more tose masala..But nevermind, it was ok!Taste kinda nice.But i have to ask them to make it more garing next time.Lagi sedap dat way.

We came home around 11.30am.Lepas tu i terus masuk bilik n golek2 atas katil..hahaha..mengantuk ok!had a quick nap then after lunch trus tgk tv series "ugly betty" sampai habis....

Esok kerja..Boringnya...but its not dat bad sebab tak ramai kat ofis.Can do all my bad logs office job.Next week mesti dah bosan sbb ramai yg masuk ofis n ppl will become haywire with all the office craziness.*sigh*

I guess i better stop now.Its a great feeling that i managed to exercise today.Hoped i can do this often.Chak if ur reading this, balikla KL selalu!!!boleh jog sama2...Anyways, Happy new year 2009 all!!